"If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were."

It's scary but that is what I've decided. I already screwed everything up. I try so hard to make dating me easy because I know how hard it can be to date me, with a kid, and working and starting a photography business and my church calling, and family, and trying to take care of my body (starting p90x next week... eek!). Also I have this fear that if I am not easy to date they will leave. so.... I train guys not to pursue me.....bleh! But I have to remind myself that I am worth it and I deserve to be with someone that feels I am worth it.

well I'm letting go, because I can't act like I don't care anymore.