I have been feeling so down lately. so here is my list of gratitude. I know my life is pretty awesome and the trials I am going through right now don't matter when you think about it. It won't even matter in a year from now.

I have my health (I am not suffering from cancer, or chronic pain)

I have a sweet wonderful little girl in my life that I get to call my daughter. She tries to cheer me up when I'm sad and brings me breakfast in bed, and she keeps me busy so I am not left alone with my thoughts.

I have awesome sisters who call to make sure i'm okay, to talk and listen and they hang out with me.

I have a wonderful mom who takes me to lunch when I'm down and helps me sew a skirt.

I have a cute niece who goes to the movies with me and brightens my day with her outgoing, crazy personality.

I have learned some amazing lessons: Only date guys who have been divorced at least a year. I learned how so very important communication is to me. I learned there are normal decent guys out there that I will like and are a perfect fit for me. I am just not as picky as I feared. I have learned that I am worthy of the kind of guy and relationship I want. (I have doubted that at times)

I am grateful for the fact that I can be and am so open and honest in my relationships. I create a space for open communication.

I have tools to assist me in clearing negative energy and fear, and in creating what I want.

I am single and have the opportunity to create the relationship I want.

I am so blessed to have other amazing things going on in my life: photography business, a job that is stable, working out and doing P90x, amazing family and friends, my church calling and ways to meet other people.